& so it came, so it goes. four more down, four to go. i graduated tsu on saturday 10 may (technically). now, i will work an underpaid job as an overqualified person. however, i think i might be happy with this. i hope i might be happy with this. it's really hard to say... as i've said before: i would rather die than sell my soul to the corporate empire. is a shiny new job that gives you lots of shiny money and requires new shiny shoes really worth it? yeah, probably. honestly, i would rather live on a farm and write poetry. like horace. that lucky bastard. but you know what got him his sabine farm? networking. i have a theory that everyone gets their job through this method. no one actually cares whatwhywhenwherehow... they just care who. and i don't know anybody. yet? idk. perhaps i'll start all over again... but this time, with a useful degree... like... not english. i would give anything for 2 summers ago and last spring. i ache for these days with my entire body. it's almost real. btw - mysterious skin disturbed me.