so i read somewhere that tree pollen makes people depressed. kind of like the lack of sunlight in the winter-time, but less cold and more sneezy. at first i thought, hey, that might explain my inexplicable apathy & my new-found affinity for sleeping upwards of 12 hours per day. but then i realized that none of the trees had flowers. they all had leaves instead. thus, i think it's just regular depression, and not some seasonal allergy thing. i'm allergic to life! noooo! i seriously hate not having anything to do. this is stupid. why can't i find a job that isn't stupid? does it matter? i don't even KNOW. maybe i'll just go live on a farm. sup cows!?